invisible airwaves crackle with life

atomicgargoyles @ 2007-07-05T19:49:00

2007-07-06T00:00:27Z

This looked good.

-Moon (The Caregiver)-
+Do you put yourself or others first?: Honestly, it depends on the situation.
+How many people are there that you would you die for?: I'm not really sure.
+Do you like helping others?: Actually I do.
+Can you adapt to almost anything to make others happy?: I'm stubborn by nature.
+Do you ever do something you don't want to to make others happy?: It depends on who it is..

-Sun (The Leader)-
+Are you a leader or a follower? Leader.
+Are you conceited?: Sometimes.
+Are you completely random?: I seem to make sense...
+Are you a conformist or nonconformist?: Leaning more towards nonconformist.
+Are you shy or outgoing?: It depends on my mood and if i like the people or not.

-Mercury (The Expresser)-
+Do you spend a lot of time just thinking?: Yes. Too much.
+Do you over-analyze?: Yep.
+Do you express yourself better verbally or physically?: Physically.
+Are you spiritual?: Not really.
+Do you like writing or sharing your opinion with others?: Yes!

-Venus (The Relater)-
+Do you believe in karma?: No, not really.
+Are you a sociable person?: Sure.
+Do you believe beauty's on the inside?: Yes.
+Are you generous?: I tend to be.
+Are you loving?: Yes! ;)

-Mars (The Asserter)-
+Are you energetic?: Sometimes.
+Are you passionate?: Oh yeah.
+Do you always have to keep moving?: Most of the time.
+Do you speak the truth, even if you know others won't like it?: Sometimes, just to see how they react. Which can be pretty funny.
+Are you confident?: Surprsingly yes.

-Jupiter (The Philanthropist)-
+Are you trusting?: Yes.Very.
+Do you constantly question our meaning?: Once in awhile.
+Are you optimistic?: Not really.
+Interested in philosophy?: Yes!

-Saturn (The Organizer)-
+Are you responsible?: Yes, I think so.
+Are you more comfortable having clear limits and boundaries?: Yes.
+Are you a perfectionist?: hell yes. i hate it.
+Does everything have to go according to plan?: Yes.
+Do you get frustrated with people who are more "go with the flow"?: Sort of.

-Uranus (The Rebel/Disrupter)-
+Do you think for yourself?: Yes.
+Are you strong-minded?: Yes.
+Are you creative?: I'd say so..
+Do you like change or the same routine?: Same. But I'm spontaneous too.
+Do you have a bad temper?: Sort of. [damn that irish temper!]

-Neptune (The Dreamer)-
+Are you a dreamer?: Yes.
+Does your freedom come through your imagination?: Yes.
+Are you mysterious?: I can be...
+Are you a good liar?: No.
+Have you ever had a bad addiction?: Obsession? Yes.

-Pluto (The Shadow/Destroyer)-
+Are you a control freak?: YES.
+Are you afraid of the unknown or are YOU the unknown?: Afraid. And I am the unknown. haha.
+Do you hide your true self?: No
+Are most of your battles internal or external?: External.
+Are you cold or warm-hearted?: Warm.

atomicgargoyles @ 2007-07-05T09:44:00

2007-07-05T13:46:11Z

all i can say is that i am really dreading the moment we get our ap scores back. it said sometime in early-mid july.

that could mean today.

and i can't find my phone anywhere!!! it's dead. but this could account for my lack of a social life this summer.

atomicgargoyles @ 2007-07-01T17:02:00

2007-07-01T21:04:25Z

-Current Clothes: a diff't relay4life tee, and gl sweats.
-Current Mood: lalalala...
-Current Taste: old watermelon water ice...mmm
-Current Hair: ponytail, wavy/curly
-Current Annoyance: my left shin hurts again!!!!
-Current Smell: umm, this is weird but the computer
-Current thing I ought to be doing: nothing. [i can finally say that!!]
-Current Desktop Picture: this deer/hippo/seahorse thingy.:o)
-Current Favorite Group: the doors
-Current Book: ehh...should be robinson crusoe...
-Current Refreshment: none...which reminds me...i'll be back
-Current Worry: agh! my leg is gonna hurt tomorrow!!
-Current Crush: hehehe...why don't i tell you already? okay. here it is. starts with a t...3 letters...la lalala
-Current Favorite Celebrity: none

CURRENT FAVORITE...
-Food: ehh, stouffer's turkey tv dinner. mmm
-Drink: i don't care
-Color: orange
-Shoes: ehhh, idk
-Candy: hmmm, haven't had it recently...
-Animal: my beautiful puppers... :o)
-TV Show: 70's show
-Movie: charlie's angels
-Vegetable: zuchini
-Fruit: ehhh...watermelon.

ARE YOU.
-Understanding: pretty much
-Open-minded: ehh sorta
-Arrogant: ehhh, okay guys. i try, i try...hehe i dont think i am...
-Insecure: NO
-Interesting: YES!!!!
-Hungry: no
-Friendly: pretty much, unless i'm uncomfortable around you
-Smart: yay!
-Moody: heehee...
-Childish: well i guess you can say so...
-Independent: yes, i can be
-Hard working: at track, and sports, school, and homework, but i like to take breaks during homework.
-Organized: NO
-Healthy: i'd like to say so
-Emotionally Stable: lalalala...
-Difficult: hmm, to an extent, not much
-Attractive: only when nobody's around to see me...
-Bored Easily: uhhh, sometimes
-Thirsty: i always get thirsty
-Responsible: pretty much
-Sad: not much. when i get depressed, i don't get sad, i get MAD
-Happy: YAY!
-Trusting: YES. you could tell me anything, i would not tell a soul
-Talkative: well if i feel comfortable around you, YES
-Original: i try. i want to be. i really do. i don't wanna be like a poser. grr
-Different: i try. well i am very much different from everyone else...
-Unique: Oh yes!
-Lonely: nah, unless i'm by myself in class, which will prob be ALL next year...

WHO DO YOU WANT TO.
-Kill: nobody, i'm a cheerful person
-Slap: ehh nobody at this moment
-Look Like: nobody
-Talk To Offline: ehh, i have my preferences...

On You...
-Hair color: dirty blonde
-Birthday: april 22
-Eye Color: brown
-Righty or lefty? righty
-What's your sign? taurus

On Dating...
-Long or short hair? shortish...not past middle of chin/ears range
-Dark or blond hair? preferably dark...
-Tall or short? taller...
-Dark or light eyes? dark
-Pierced or no? no
-All American, homey G, or grunge? just normal
-Accent or American? american

-Current Clothes: a brown college teeshirt and dirt cheap running shorts.
-Current Mood: brooding and introspective.
-Current Taste: a mint from over an hour ago.
-Current Hair: down and frizzy, but clean.
-Current Annoyance: don't really want to go tonight.
-Current Smell: vanilla inscense, not my cup of tea. i'd prefer a different scent.
-Current thing I ought to be doing: maybe getting off this computer.
-Current Desktop Picture: a repeated image of skulls, it's rather nice.
-Current Favorite Group: among many, pink floyd, arcade fire, i'm from barcelona...
-Current Book: vonnegut's bluebeard.
-Current Refreshment: nothing really. excapt the sound of summer.
-Current Worry: i'm really dreading tonight.
-Current Crush: i'm not sure you would call him a crush.
-Current Favorite Celebrity: evangeline lilly.

CURRENT FAVORITE...
-Food: spinach salads. so good!
-Drink: water.
-Color: red.
-Shoes: this worn down pair of birkenstock sandals.
-Candy: twizzlers.
-Animal: dogs.
-TV Show: lost.
-Movie: recently, running with scissors.
-Vegetable: celery.
-Fruit: blueberries are usually forgotten, but quite good.

ARE YOU.
-Understanding: very much.
-Open-minded: yes, but i am stubbborn as well.
-Arrogant: when i'm in a good mood, yes.
-Insecure: slim to none.
-Interesting: i think so.
-Hungry: yes.
-Friendly: not as much. i'm a social leper and bitter.
-Smart: i'm up there.
-Moody: very.
-Childish: yes, but in a good way.
-Independent: very.
-Hard working: not as much as i used to be.
-Organized: i'd like to be.
-Healthy: mentally? no. no really.
-Emotionally Stable: not at all.
-Difficult: seems like i am.
-Attractive: i have certain days.
-Bored Easily: yes.
-Thirsty: not at this moment.
-Responsible: yes.
-Sad: yes, a little.
-Happy: not really.
-Trusting: i am.
-Talkative: depends on my mood. i go to both extremes.
-Original: i think so.
-Different: yes...
-Unique: that's almost the same as the previous two.
-Lonely: not really.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO.
-Kill: no one, because i'm not that obsessed with hating people.
-Slap: no one.
-Look Like: i really really like gwenyth paltrow's hair.
-Talk To offline: elena lopez.

On You...
-Hair color: dirty blonde
-Birthday: april 22
-Eye Color: brown
-Righty or lefty? righty
-What's your sign? taurus

On Dating...
-Long or short hair? preferably short, but long is fine.
-Dark or blond hair? either.
-Tall or short? either.
-Dark or light eyes? dark.
-Pierced or no? i don't care.
-All American, homey G, or grunge? people like me.
-Accent or American? i'm not big on accents.

atomicgargoyles @ 2007-05-30T21:40:00

2007-05-31T01:42:37Z

my how we change.

we start off with meager beginnings...

and then we slowly begin to find ourselves.

atomicgargoyles @ 2007-05-24T14:59:00

2007-05-24T19:04:02Z

i'm not so happy with my sat scores. they're decent, but since i'm not taking them again...it's not that great.

math: 730 [best is 780]
critical reading: 640 [I CAN'T DO THIS!!!!]
writing: 730 [best is 780]

but, i got into Link Crew!!! yay, yay, yay! *does a happy dance* i thought i blew it so i was acting all pissy towards it for awhile. so excited!

and i visited princeton this morning and again, i like it. but not sure if i would get in at all.

anyways, lost finale was last night, and even reading the spoilers, i DID cry when charlie died. he didn't have to! and i'm still rooting on jacket. :D I didn't expect juliet to do that!

maybe seeing potc3 tonight but i do need to pack, think about writing a big fish essay, and study for the satII's next weekend. klfajekjf! so i need to find my apchem and apush review books...

and we meet again!

atomicgargoyles @ 2007-04-22T17:11:00

2007-04-22T21:11:51Z

17.

I don't feel older.
By the way, I share a birthday with Jack Nicholson, Peter Frampton, Aaron Spelling, Vladimir Lenin, and Kant.
Nixon died on my birthday.

That's something worth sharing.

atomicgargoyles @ 2007-02-25T11:50:00

2007-02-25T16:52:09Z

happy happy weekend.

my room is finally clean. [really clean.]
cassie and i had breakfast yesterday
and bought shampoo and cards!
and i have a practice sat test, instead of a class.

:]

atomicgargoyles @ 2007-02-10T22:31:00

2007-02-11T03:32:18Z

went bowling tonight with cassie, nick, tom, steve, sara, and quekkie. and it was so much fun. we couldn't control ourselves and couldn't stop laughing.

next time, we're rolling in the street.

atomicgargoyles @ 2006-11-27T16:51:00

2006-11-27T21:51:16Z

well...i was just putting down the shades in my room because it was getting dark out and i didn't want people to see in. so as i was leaning over [the window is in the cornerish area and the floor is a disaster] i started to fall so i grabbed my bed to keep my balence. so i placed my hand into something that was sticky, chunky, and cold. and then i looked over and realized my dog had thrown up on my bed today. she didn't even get the floor. just on my bed, ughhh. and you know when that feeling stays? it happend just over 15 minutes ago, and i still feel it, ughhhhhghgh.

enhance those buns!

so cassie and i decided to copy out lab notebooks during lunch, since we didn't get time to copy them before. and we gave the lab to give to laurie [or catherine or gwen] to give to dr. morgan, or at least put it into her bag for us. and as i'm giving it to them, they look at me like i'm nuts. and i asked why they weren't taking it, and they said, oh i'm not handing in your lab for you! besides, dr. morgan doesn't like us doing that. what the fuckkk? she never cares. in fact, she'd give them kudos for doing it!! actually i was really shocked because it's getting worse. :[

atomicgargoyles @ 2006-11-26T22:12:00

2006-11-27T03:12:36Z

i have a walnut stuck b/w my teeth and it is not making me happy. afjklej!!!!

atomicgargoyles @ 2006-11-26T11:48:00

2006-11-26T16:48:00Z

Finally finished the book, Hitler's Peace, probably because the beginning took so long and maybe, I wasn't used to the characters yet. The ending was really good, and the book, itself, started to pick up speed during the "atlantic voyage." It's about how Roosevelt picked this philosopher during WWII to help him translate during a "peace" treaty in Teheran, but obviously, there's going to be drama along the way. It also introduces point of views from the Germans and a little bit from the Russians. It's pretty interesting because it forces you to sympathize with the Germans, even though we consider them to be "the bad guys". one good thing is that i really know a lot about the treaties and view points during wwII, so it'll be really easy when we learn about it, especially since i chose to read the book on my own, so i naturally would be more inclined to like it. and i can be like, hey, i know this guy! and it'll make the class a ton easier.

During the actual treaty, a us polish officer tries to poison hitler, but fails because hitler offered his drink to roosevelt, [but blind about the idea of poison]. the polish officer realizes that roosevelt will be poisoned because of this and tries to save him, while in the ruckus, someone tries to shoot hitler, but the philospher saves his life. even though the treaty didn't go as planned, hitler is grateful.

anyways, i have tons of chem homework to do, and that french project. which is going to make today a blast.

atomicgargoyles @ 2006-11-26T02:46:00

2006-11-26T02:46:28Z

honestly, i don't think i'm going to use this often, if at all.
but you can still catch me here.

i'm still trying to figure out how this works, if anyone knows how to add a header [from a layout] or easily get a moodtheme, please let me know!

mmmmmmm, sawyer spam.

i'm done. :]